I'm not, I'm a Kamist. Something that people keep missing out is that not all Neutrals are the same. Kostika is a Kamist to the very depths of her soul. She won't lead her guild into something that they don't want though. She is neutral to the factions because her guild harbors so many opinions. (Believe it or not, Jyudas isn't the only one with an opinion)
So she walks the line to keep her guild safe and thriving. She does what's best for them. So she walks the line and is a neutral kamist.
(Kamist as in follower of Ma-Duk. Not worshiper of the cute furry things)